I'm putting pregnancy to the back of my mind I'm 22 weeks.

The dad is causing me stress making plans with me and then for weeks I don't hear from him.

His usual excuse is problems with his phone but he doesn't live far from me. I just really need to know where i stand.

We haven't been intimate or alone in over 3 months we just go for dinner after the 2 scans we've had.

The weekend just gone he said he was working and I've seen pictures of him in the pub near my house with another girl.

I don't really want to be a single parent he's saying he wants to come to the birth but I doubt I'll see him until then so would feel like a stranger watching me.

I'm starting to think adoption is my only option. I already have a son that's 8 by a differnt dad that doesn't see him. My son doesn't know he has a baby brother on the way. I'm feeling sad and want to talk to him but can never get hold of him.