I was raised learning to save my virginity until marriage, and even now at 18 that's what I've held onto but I've realized this generation, no one else has that mindset. I know I'm still young and have plenty of time to meet people and find the one, but I'm 18, living on my own, almost done with college, starting my career, and I'm very mature for my age as I have had to take care of myself since around 16. I talk to my friends about it and of course their like yeah just do it and somedays I think what the hell it doesn't matter, but others I think I want to save it for my husband and make it special. But then again every relationship I've had has ended because I wouldn't give it up, so what do I do? If I meet someone should I or should I stil with saving it..