Okay I just need to get this out my chest because my heart is broken I recently was pregnant and got an abortion because I felt as if my SO was not going to do much for us I swore on my life I would never deal with him again because of the horrible thing I did because he did not step up as he should of years ago I know I play a big role in the reason I did what I did I am not perfect but I love him with all my heart he is my other half we are meant for Eachother we are just not such very lucky people with jobs or money and things like that when I got my abortion I was certain that was the right thing to do but it wasn't I regret it every second of every day and all I wish is to have my baby back I would of been 18weeks already I'm stupid and it hurts so bad but I feel the only thing that will heal my heart is to try and conceive again but I feel like God will punish me for what I have done and it won't happend ever again please don't judge me I know I am a horrible person and my angel did not deserve to go 😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢