And I want to quit. I am so lucky to have my daughter, I know that and I am grateful every day. my heart goes out to all the women hoping and praying for their first babies. I know I'm luckier than many and I don't want to sound ungrateful... It's just so hard to have miscarriages and be trying for over a year for baby #2 and I just hate being disappointed every month. Wonder if I should just give up. We kept clothes and everything from first baby because it wasn't even a question, we knew we wanted more kids and I wanted to be pregnant again. But now I just don't know. Anyone else struggling with this?