It's almost a year now with my SO, but I feel like Im not as special to him as he is to me. At first he tried everything to get me, but now nothing. I thought giving him blowjobs often would get him to return the favor, but no, he doesn't ever eat my out. I initiate the sex. I am the one who tries to keep a conversation going but i usually just get one word replies. I try to be sweet and love him, he doesn't want it. He just wants to mesd around and make fun of me. He also hates kissing. He doesn't make love, he fucks. How can I show him that I'm special to and that sometimes I'd really like him to return the favor?