Hate my hormones right now!

Melinda
I'm not due for another 9days, but these past few days, I've been crying for no reason, I wanted to hold my SO's hand last night he was not right now I need both hands and I broke out in tears, he couldn't believe it. I've also been cramping off and on, extremely tired, sharp pains to one boob only 🙄 and terrible headaches. This past month I kinda gave up on trying and now I'm curious if my hormones are just going crazy or if since I gave up I'm gonna end up with a d bfp!!! 
Thanks for listening and if you had anything like this or any advice from your pregnancies fill free to comment I'm gonna test but I'm waiting till it's closer for sure!