PLEASE NO JUDGEMENT SUPER SENSITIVE SUBJECT!

6 years ago I was 14 and had an abortion at 18 weeks pregnant. I lied and lied to my mom hoping I wouldn't have to worry about it and all was going to be okay. Well she and my dad of course found out and I was pressured into a late abortion. Well here I am married financially stable and my husband and I have been TTC for a while now and have had no luck what so ever. When I got pregnant then it was my first and only time EVER! Well I feel like I'm being punished by the world for what I did and I'm never going to be able to have a baby again... Has anyone had an abortion and still had a baby? I just feel like there's no hope. (My husband was not the aborted babies dad).