I just came from the OBGYN Appointment and I broke down in tears. Everything was fine until it came to the PAP smear which I honestly had no idea how it was supposed to be done. But the lady shoved it up there and kept telling me to relax in a not so friendly tone. The. She asked if I wanted her to stop and of course I said yes because it hurt like hell. Then she tells me I can get dressed. I'm already uncomfortable and she's not very nice already and the whole experience made me cry. I definitely don't want to go back to go back to an OBGYN. And to top it all off she asks me if I've been sexual abused and kept repeating that she doesn't force anything on anyone and told me to "get myself together".... I still want to cry this was terrible