I'm feeling as if I'm insensitive towards my boyfriend. Like I'm so used to just doing my own thing and not checking in with anyone but now is someone who wants to spend every chance together, (I guess that makes him clingy) but I just don't think of that. I love being with him, but am also very much comfortable by myself. He's supposed to move, and lately our relationship feels like it's been changing where I at least have been trying to develop a life without him? In the sense that I can still function after he moves. So I just don't think about telling him I'm doing something else instead of spending it with him.

I don't think he deserves someone as inattentive as myself, especially when he is so sweet, thoughtful and considerate. He deserves someone who can really care for him, emotionally too. I just want to be a better person for him.