All kinds of confused

J
If you're firmly pro life, ignore this post. 
So I told my parents that I'm pregnant last night, and it went absolutely terrible. My dad flipped out, flipped a table, broke dishes, and threw a knife at the wall and then peeled out of the driveway. My mom just asked questions but then was silent the rest of the time. When my dad came back he told me to call a cab and good luck. My mom ended up kicking him out for him to cool down and when he came back we all sat down and talked , he ranted about how I'm a whore and it's because of how I dress ( by that he means I wear a fucking bikini at the beach, I'm conservative otherwise ) about how the father is a piece of shit and how I'm shitting on everyone who has invested in my very bright future that's now ruined. Which is how I felt before. Hearing it come from him made it hit 500x harder. Now I'm absolutely confused and terrified about what to do. I still am very early in my pregnancy and can get an abortion, I would be able to avoid so many problems and wait till I'm prepared financially and mentally to take care of and provide a life for a child. I just have no idea what to do now. It would be smartest and best to get an abortion but what does that say about me? That I'm too weak to deal with  sucking it up and making shit work? With a baby daddy who can't even support himself and the son he does have.  Ugh! Tips. Advice. Anything.