Cervix position ?

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So the last couple days I haven't been able to get to my cervix hardly and it's super soft and like tight up there. This is our first month TTC but I've been tracking my cervix for a few cycles now. However usually the week before my period I can feel it high closed and firm. It's extremely high, closed and very soft. Any of you mommies have the same thing and get your BFP??😍