Feeling fat not pregnant!

Is it just me? Maybe because i've lost so much weight the past year and a half i'm really self concious about my body apperance. I'm 14 wks and weigh 142. I was 136/138 before my pregnancy with a flat belly but now my belly isn't flat): It's not even a solid baby bump either, so idk what to think of it or how to feel. I feel like it's more of a bloated stomache that won't go down! + my "love handles" are coming back): Am I the only one stressing over this!?!? Should I change my eating?? It's just sooo hard bc being pregnant idky but i'm ALWAYS hungry! And not just for salads or fruit. Maybe I need to drink more water so I feel less bloated??? UGH LOL I NEED HELP