On 4/7 we found out we had a MMC at 18 weeks with our first pregnancy.  I've been doing surprisingly well with coping (crying at home, keeping it together at work). My period came this week and I found myself crying at a meeting because a 19 wk pregnant Teacher was rubbing her belly and I had to leave early. Today I'm in our baby's nursery laying on my Snoogle looking at onesies and drinking beer. I just want to feel back to normal again. I want to be pregnant again but feel like I'm not leaving replacing the baby we lost. I don't expect anyone to comment. Just needed to put this out there. Xoxo