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This just sucks.

I'm coming up to our 1 year anniversary of trying to conceive. June 2015 is when we started. I had a miscarriage in August. And finally got pregnant again, only to end in another miscarriage last week and D&C today....

This is not how I imagined my life. I never knew it could be this hard. I want more than anything to be a mother.

I pray everyday, and I prayed for the safety of my baby everyday, but it wasn't enough.

Everyone asks when we are going to have kids.... I probably get asked at least once a day between family and work... I just want to scream FUCK YOU!!!

Everyone says it will get better, but I just can't see it. This just wasn't meant to be for me, and my heart is breaking because of it.

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