Don't Think this is my month

DH and I are back at it after our miscarriage in April.  Usually I ovulate on cd15 (today is cd14) and I feel like it s not going to happen this month.  Some say some women don't ovulate during the first cycle after a miscarriage and some women do.  Not sure how I fit in to that.  Maybe it's just me trying not to get my hopes up.  But my opks aren't any darker.  Hoping it's just going to be a late ovulation.