Missing you evryday my little girl, everyday I wake up and think about you I pump myself up and get out of bed.. Sometimes and go on with my life. Nobody really truly knows how I feel nobody who has gone through this would know I don't talk about it because it's right there is no words that could describe the pain the lost of losing you.

I miss you ins belly I think about how big it belly would be how big you would be how in about 5 or 6 weeks you would be entering this world... It hurts the most to think about that. I wish I could get rid of the pain I wish I could pretend hard enough that it would reallt go away.. Unforently it doesn't work that way. It will always be there some days right on the surface other days deep inside. It will never go away. I know it's gonna hurt for a long time.

But

I'll make it through for us or beautiful family that will only grow more.

I love you Amara Ivy

Love mom