Anyone else ever get like this

Anna • Baby #2 on board

This month I've given up charting bbt, only used a few opks, stopped adding every little thing to apps including days we've bd'd. Usually I'm itching to test 8dpo which I am today but I just feel like I'm not pregnant and not even bothering to test.

I've only been trying 8 months, 10 really but don't count the first 2 as wasn't properly trying.

Anyone else just get these blah months?