I was so looking forward to having a baby in January. I'm saddened because I wanted it so bad😢. I don't question God, so I'll say it was all part of God's plan. Thankfully it was at 8 wks that my body recognized something was wrong, instead of me getting further along & later in the pregnancy. I have two healthy boys (7&9) that I'm thankful for. I try to hold it together the best way I know how. This was all so new to me again. I wanted it so bad! If it's God's will, he'll grant me another chance. If not I'm blessed to have the opportunity to have my kings🙌🏾.🙏🏾😢😔