We were just married on May 17th. Just a day later, we got a call that our Harmony test came back for Downs syndrome markers. This past Sunday, I experienced some spotting. The doctor told me it was probably nothing, but she said I could come in Monday just to reassure me. On Monday, we found out our little girl had no heartbeat. On Tuesday, our one week wedding anniversary, I had a d&c. I am devastated. It took us so long to get pregnant. I had several early miscarriages, but I had finally reached 12 1/2 weeks and thought we were out of the woods. I want a baby so badly, but I am so devastated and sad, I'm afraid to try again. I'm almost 40, and this would be my first. Now I have this baby bump, but my baby is gone. I just don't know how to get past all the sadness. We leave for a mini honeymoon on Sunday. Hopefully getting away with just my loving husband will help. It is so hard for me to talk to people. I just want to start crying. I'm so thankful to be married to a wonderful man that is helping me immensely, but I don't know when I will ever feel better.

Will someone please tell me that I will stop crying eventually? I don't have anyone to talk to that has been through something similar.