heaven couldn't wait for you đź’”
I was 22 weeks , I thought it was braxton hicks but the pain got intense like intense then i started to vomit so i called the ambulance & when i get there the pain was terrible i felt it in my lower stomach my back , & mad pressure in my vagina and butt , i was in the waiting in the waiting room because there was no rooms available then i started  having chills & heat strokes & i had a ashtma attack so i had to get hooked up to oxygen, im still thinking its braxton hicks then my panties got mad wet ! I thought I peed my pants turns out my water broke & thats when they rushed me to the back , when they checked him his heart was still beating it was at 160, this normal heartrate was 163 , they checked my cervix & felt his head .. they was trying to hook me up to the iv but they couldn't find my vein , i felt him coming ! but nobody believed me & i was screaming he's coming he's coming and my mom & the nurses was yelling at me saying don't push don't push its pain not the baby & im telling them he's coming  when the doctor checked he was right there & within 5 pushes he was born may 25 at 9:59 , his lungs wasn't devolved completely otherwise they could of saved them , they said if he waited one more week they could of helped him in the nicu . went into labor early because i was high risk & my cervix was soft & the doctor never gave me the injection to harden it in time .. he past at 11:31 & it was probably the worst experience of my life , I couldn't think of a middle name so i put Jordan Stamp deSouza  ( got both his father & my last  name) 💔💔💔Â
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