I hope im not the only one who feels this way...

Keara
Im feeling so emotional about being a new mom. Even though im not on my own, its just lack of sleep, andhaving to do so much that i didnt think of doing. I feel sad a lot. And i feel bad that when i look at her face, i feel like im letting her down as a mother. How can i be a mother and noy know how to stop making her cry when she is so upset. Thats when my mom steps in a makes her stop crying almost instantly. I just dont have the energy to be up with her. Mom and fiance gets sleep but i usually have nights where "i just dont want to lay down because im going to have to get right back up anyway" in a panic... Its really hard to explain everything