Cycle day 52

Leanne
Cycle day 52 no period and no pain like I get before coming on..
My periods are normally around 40-43days
So I'm 9 days over.. 
But I don't want to test as when I've tested befor they was BFN and it hurts so much to see them.
Should I do a test or should I wait abit longer.. 
We've been trying for just under 1year, just want it to happen now but don't want to get my hopes up.