I need to vent...

Don't you just HATE when your like equal with a few people of being top of your year/grade with (mine in this case is English) and you did an exam today that you completely didn't do well! Like from failing this exam, you aren't with the top people anymore competing for 1st in English at the end of the year. 😕 Advice? I'm overreacting I know but yeah I'm just so angry at myself because this year is my year to improve from my other years. And I let this subject (my fav) throw away