Leaving after emotional abuse

Al
For about 9 months I have been going through quite a lot with a guy I love so much, Saturday wasn't the worst he has done to me but it was the last thing to push me over the edge so I have blocked him and don't plan on going back this time. I'm struggling with what I know to be true along with observations of friends over this time and the emotional side of me that wants to go back and try again because how much I do love him. I have tried therapy but was told it can't really help because my emotions are too heightened to work through anything so I don't really know what to do, any suggestions from people who have been through this before? 
I would include what has happened with him but it'd be too much for anyone to read.