Sad to see my period

Jessica
I recently started trying to get pregnant. My husband and I both agreed to stop birth control and let things take its course. Now I get sad every time my period comes. I am saddened by the fact I'm not pregnant. Not to mention a million pounds of pressure by EVERYONE to be pregnant because I'm pushing 30 in October. 😒 I wish people would understand that it is just hard. We are enjoying our life and marriage and I don't need a constant reminder that I'm not pregnant. I mean I get that reminder once a week at minimum. 😔 oh well just needed to share that.