Why am I still sad
I was never even official with this guy. But he cut everything off and is official with this girl who dropped out of high school and just got out of rehab for heroin. I never had sex with him so I can't say it's cause I gave it up and he got bored.
It could be because I didn't and he got bored but we hung out almost every day for like 4 months and I just always had so much fun with him.
It makes me feel like complete shit that he would leave me for her. It sickens me thinking he would rather have her over me. It kills me actually.
And it's been 10 months since we've spoken and he blocked me on everything which is completely odd Bc one day he never responded to my text and I never even reached out ever again I never went psycho for him to respond.
I have that if he wanted to talk to me he would make it happen. It's been so long and I see him occasionally and we just look at each other.
I miss kissing him and hugging him and just having that amazing friendship. Here I am sitting in my car on a random street just crying and I feel pathetic but I don't know what else to do.
It's been so long, and we were never even official and just nobody seems to compare.
I know even if he reached out to me I wouldn't want him Bc it's just ruined and I deserve better than being thrown to the side but I just miss him so much.
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