Tired😭 dont want to give up but i just cant anymore😭

stephannie
Hi well long story short on jan 2016 went to a dr because i had terrible sharp pain on my sides and it was almost a year with out a period im 23 years old and had been ttc for 2 years i got an ultrasound and was diagnose with pcos due to both my sides i had multiples cyst my ob put me on metforming 1000mg and birthcontrol pills for 3 months to help with my periods thanks god i did get my period for those months after that  i went back and we had another plan he told me to stop birthcontrol pills and he start me on my first round of clomid 100mg and to continue metformin and stop bc pills well my period was due last week wensday to be exact  and nothing i been testing and all test are negative i dont knw what to do i call his nurse today im waiting for a call back but now im just freacking out since i havent got a period im worry hes not gonna give me a second round of clomid and instead hes gonna start me all over with the bc pills and metformin for 3 months again and i dont want to start all over im just so sad and tired been almost 3 years of ttc and dont undestand why me?😭 plz if you or someone you knw hd taken clomid or have anything similar to my story plz share let me knw plz😭😭😭 give me hope 😭