I have this awesome freak within that I do not know how to unleash with my husband of 11yrs I am comfortable with him yet I am unsure why I can't let my freak out we are both open to trying new things but I know we are both getting bored and I need help with ways to relax to let myself unleash my alter ego who is just straight up ready to do anything and everything

PLEASE help!!! Give me ideas of how to open up and get out of my head to become the sexual person that I have in my head