Bestfriend breakup

So, me and a (previous) best friend of mine had a falling out awhile back and I think about her a lot now...I miss our friendship and wish things hadn't ended like they did. I would reach out but she threw the first stone in the dispute and said a lot of hurtful things that made me feel as though that's how she's felt all throughout our friendship...I hate drama and do not want to have a failed attempt at talking to her. I can't be the only one who's ever mourned the end of a great friendship...right?😔