1st time trying 😢

Jennifer • Baby girl 👧 9/28/18 : Baby boy 👦 4/2/21
Husband and I just got married 4/9 had period during the wedding and this past month I was so so excited to start trying we had sex every other day and I kept "feeling" early signs right after ovulation days. I was so excited and kept feeling different symptoms. Husband was excited and nervous but would joke that I was having "hysteria pregnancy" which I get him trying to joke like he always does so it didn't bother me.. my boobs hurt like crazy way before normal before period started and he kept saying my boobs looked a lot bigger and Arreola s were darker so I kept checking like really are you sure. So then I'm not supposed to start until Monday the 6th and 2 days ago at first I saw a spot after sexy time and I was like OMG is this really happening? And then I was getting little brown marks and I was so excited I knew I was close and didn't want to waste any more tests so when glow told me this morning to test I was reading others comments about it to not test I decided to wait even longer. I kept going to the bathroom at work and every time I wiped the brown started to become more and more and then after lunch I finally found the dark Maroon and a fair amount of it I was super emotional today and now I realize why as the past 4 hours my body feels horrible I can't sit down and relax because I have horrible pains(cramps) kinda? It feels different then my normally "bad" periods the blood isn't in large amounts yet like it normally is during MY periods and still a little Maroon ish. I'm so confused and sad and emotional idk what to think I know it's my first time trying but I'm so worried I started having ovarian cysts when I was 14 only 2 years after my mom had an ovary taken out from endometriosis. This has been a huge part of my life as I've been talking to my best friend for 18 years about me having babies. Please help me with my thoughts. I thought it was implantation bleeding but feel is more and still very confused. Here are pics of the initial spots to the more so bleeding.i wasn't able to take pics at work from the full bleed so sorry about the pad pic I've been wearing for 4 hours now... keep in mind the first pic was 2 days ago my period usually attacks full force. Please help