I'm in my feelings.

I'm in my feelings. I'm 28 never been pregnant I also haven't really tried or ever tried to prevent it from happening. I would give up everything I have to be a mother.  I've been with the same man for over a year he always comes in me I usually get up and sit on the toilet just so it doesn't stay in me. I'm not on BC.  He asked me a 2 months ago if I've ever been pregnant I told him no. So!!!! The next day I made an appt. Im starting the process of figuring out what's going on with my reproductive system. Tonight is my last night taking MEDROXYPROGES TERONE ACET 10 MG. my cycle should start soon. I'm scared the Dr. Tells me that I may never be a mother. I'm scared I may never know what it's like to give a child a mothers love. I want that bond from day 1 (the day I find out I hav a little someone in me). That's my biggest fear. I would feel less than a woman and that's the truth. I love my guy I want to have his baby with our without him (he has no children). Idk what to do at this point. I broke down and told him last week what's going on with me and his words to me was "maybe you don't need to go to the Dr. And maybe it's the pills you take. You should just let it happen naturally and pray" Please keep me in your prayers it would be a huge help.   

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