Discouraged.

Courtney
My husband and I have been trying to get pregnant off and on for about 2 years now. I tracked my ovulation, timed everything perfectly and couldn't get pregnant. I did test positive for pregnancy a year or so ago and kept taking the tests for about a week. They kept getting bold and then they started getting faint and I got my period. That's been about a year ago and it crushed both me and my husband so bad that we quit "trying" and just started having unprotected sex. We're still not pregnant. I've been looking into a adoption but good grief it's expensive and complicated. I haven't given up on adoption yet, adopting a newborn may be put on the back burner for a while though. I'm thinking of going through the state and fostering to adopt. I don't know anyone that has ever had problems getting pregnant, so I can't really vent to any of them. It's just really depressing when my friends aren't trying and they manage to accidentally conceive or my other friends that only have to try for 1 or 2 months then they parade around in front of me with their wonderful little baby, meanwhile my heart feels like it's getting stomped on. It's just so irritating how teenagers and bad mothers get pregnant all the time by accident and I can't when I try.