So on Friday I got some awesome news from my friend. She's pregnant! And I am so happy for her but I'm just jealous at the same time and I feel bad but I can't help but cry and feel like there's something wrong with me then I called my best friend to share the news yesterday and she tells me she's pregnant too! Uhg😓 I feel so bad because I wasn't as athuseastic as I normally am. I love them both and can't wait to meet there bundles of joy. I have been trying for over a year now and both of them just boom preggers off the bat. I just feel like I'm useless 😥