When will I enjoy my pregnancy?!

Sarah • Desire 26/02/2008 | Baby Bennett 21/12/2016 ❤️
I'm 12 weeks and I'm still waiting for the day that I can enjoy my pregnancy 😒 I'm feeling drained all the time, bad sleep and always ending up with a sore back, my tummy always hurts when I don't snack between brekky, lunch and dinner (like I'm starving my baby).. It's just been so dreadful! There's an 8 year gap between my only child and our one on the way... Please tell me when I will be ok and when I can start to enjoy this rainbow baby 😅