Anyone ttc after a miscarriage or pregnant after a miscarriage?

TTC #2 due 3/29

I am in the start of my 3rd cycle since my mmc. Feeling like this will never happen.

I just packed all the baby stuff away, I had it out preparing to go threw it when we found out the gender. And now not pregnant and just can't stand it today.

My husband is out of town and my 3 year old is a handful and my house is a wreck but all I can think of is that little baby that was suppose to arrive in November!

How do you ladies keep doing this?