seeing porn on my so search history really makes me upset. I have stretch marks, incision scar from my c section and my body just isn't like the porn stars he watches. I'm already depressed about my body and seeing that makes me feel even worse. we don't have sex alot because it hurts and I'm not sure why and we can't do all the positions that we used to be able to do bc of the pain. He told me that he doesn't watch it but I just saw it as I was typing something into google. Sorry this is so long I just had to vent. I have no one else to talk to