Not feeling it

Brittany • Mother of a 6 year old, bride to be! Trying for a little bundle of joy!
I'm expecting my  AF in two days.  I don't have pms symptoms. I'm having some pregnancy symptoms. But I'm not trying to get my hopes up. I used Preseed this month I don't think it worked. We been ttc for over a year. I'm hoping for a surprise but I'm not so sure that it's going to happen. I'm a little sad!  But we will see in a few days