Okay so I'm 19 years old and when I was 15 I fell pregnant, the guy I was seeing was very abbusive he controlled my whole life I couldn't say anything or leave it was very toxic he forced me in to doing things I didn't want to as I was very young, and that led to my falling pregnant I was so scared and afraid my mum was so supportive and was there for me and I was 8 weeks and 3 days pregnant I got an abortion the day before Christmas <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android.eve">Eve</a>, ever since then I have lost my self I have gotten exstreamly depressed to the point were I was self harming, trying to do something easy to end my life it's got out of control yet I hid it very well no body knew that this was happening one of my friends that im very close with now helped me ALOT I stopped self harming but I'm still very depressed it's hard to talk about to people I feel worthless I'm very insecure this situation has sucked every little happiness and feeling inside me and 4 years later and nothing has changed but so much success in my life will I ever be normal again and feel happy ??