OBGYN because of complications.

mama.jinx • Wife // mama // coffee snob // Gemini
Next Thursday I have an OBGYN appointment for several things. 
A wellness check up, I have a skin problem going on that's making me worried because my mother has cancer in the same area, I have a bump on my boob (I don't want to say lump. I don't want to 😭) and I've been having crazy pains in my ovaries. 
I'm beyond terrified. I've been putting this off (besides the bump because that just showed up) for months on end. I'm really choking back tears and I'm praying to god my mother can go with me for this. 
And before anyone judges me, the skin problem is not an STD because I've been with one person my entire life. And it's been a constant thing. It's not a break out, it doesn't flare up. It's just red patches all over the highest inner part of my thigh. It's freaking me out because that's where my mothers cancer was and I just can barely breathe right now 😞😞😞😞