Am I delusional

Jamie

to be clinging to an iota of hope? Despite passing all the clots?

I posted earlier but to recap: began heavy. sudden vaginal bleeding 7am. No cramps. 6 weeks 1 day. Saw baby on a scan at 10 am in ER, flicker of a heartbeat. Levels at 20,000! Cervix still closed.

Followed up with OBGYN just a few hours later, 3 pm or so.. Another scan. Uterus completely empty, no baby to be found. This time said she could see the bleeding on the scan whereas earlier they could not.

Is it crazy to cling to this hope that my follow up scan in a week will have a baby? That on Friday my levels will be higher? I passed enormous clots, one the size of a golfball.. but no gray matter.. is there any chance.. :(