Can't stop crying.

I got the news confirmed at the er that I miscarried. My heart is hurting so bad. I've been wanting and praying for this baby for over a year, and it's taken from me. I know there's nothing I could've done to prevent it, but I wish there was. Every time I pass the extra room we have with baby stuff, I cry and cry and cry. I just want to blame myself for this. I guess I'll just have to take it one day at a time. Congratulations to all the other moms on your pregnancy news. Have a happy, healthy 9 months.