CD 43 and Hoping for AF

Ashton • Idahome 🌲▫️ Wifey 💍 09.19.15 ▫️ Stay Home Mommy 👶🏼 10.12.17
I know this sounds crazy but I am really hoping I start AF today. It's my CD 43 and all my tests have been a BFN and I have no symptoms. I just want to get AF over with so we can start trying again next month.