Hard time

Mary
I've been coping with the fact I have to go in and terminate my pregnancy on the 12th but today just seems really hard I know it's getting closer and I don't want to do it but I know what I'm doing is best for the baby so she won't be in pain I know it's going to be hard but I know I have to get through this because I have 3 other kids that need my love and support have a wonderful husband and a mom also a cousin and Aunt that are helping me through this I just I want to lay down and wake up from this nightmare I love my daughter with all my heart I know she will be in heaven just asking for more prayers to help me get through this really hard time thank you for all the support you guys have given me
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Br

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Why do you have to terminate?! I couldn't imagine going through that. You sound like a strong momma! Prayers! ❤️

Te

Teresa • Jun 10, 2016
im crying i will pray for you

Br

Brittany👨‍👩‍👦‍👦☕️ • Jun 8, 2016
Omgosh! That's so sad! I'm so sorry! Why did they wait so long? I will be praying for your family!

Ma

Mary • Jun 8, 2016
when I conceived my little girl for the first month she didn't form right so she does not have a brain it's called anencephaly so now that I'm 20 weeks they have done the ultrasound and we found that out so even though I can feel her moving and have a bond with her I have to terminate the pregnancy they're going to put a needle in my belly and stop her heart so she feels no pain when she comes out

Kr

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That's terrible, I can't imagine what you're going through. I'm so sorry ☹️

Te

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Definitely praying for you and your strength during this difficult time 

Lo

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My prayers are with you and your family.

El

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Aww babe's I couldn't imagine how ur feeling right now. My heart really does go out to you and ur angel princess. Take time to grieve even through your hectic life as I do know how bist 3 kids can make life. She must be needed up in heaven. Take as many photos foot prints and make as many memories as you can to remember her xx so so sorry for what your going through