I love the hot weather but I hate it at the same time. I've been gaining a little weight recently and I can never find anything to fit me properly. I have big thighs so of course they rub together and give me chub rub! Shorts don't look good because my legs are big and I'm just insecure. And let's not even mention dresses or bathing suits. It honestly sucks! I cry so much because I know I need better fitting clothes but I don't have the money for them. I'd go to the good will if it meant I could get clothes that look good on me but of course I don't have a job because I'm too busy with medical school, and my boyfriend doesn't have a job because it's hard for him to find one and even if he did have one I wouldn't allow him to buy me new clothes. I hate being fat....