Smh 😒😒😒

Β Keep going back to the same situation ... When it's suppose to get better becaus he keep saying he's Guna change but I feel I can't even be myself . I can't even talk to family members without him thinking other things ... I just wana live my life with him but also live my life how I also did with being able to talk to my family when I want , see them when I want and smh idk .. Engaged and all . I love him but I don't think he will changeΒ