Ughhhhh

Soooo this guy. Well I just really care for him and i wished he showed that he cared back. We are really close friends and I don't know where he lies but it's pretty obvious he's not reciprocating the signals and it just makes me sad. Every time I think I don't care my brain is like "ha! You thought you didn't care... YOU ARE WRONG MOTHERFUCKER!" Whelp I wish I had a partner.. 
Anyways on the bright side my cousin just informed me kerfuffle is a word which makes me really really happy. I hope it makes you happy too!