Vent.. I just want to cry

These past few weeks my boyfriend of 4 years as been very distant... Not showing any affection and it seems like he is always mad at me. I honestly have no idea what I could have done. I try asking him and it seems like it makes it worse. I have had it! We will be having our second child together btw.

But tonight he gets home from work and I try giving him a kiss and he just pushes me away.. I seriously wanted to cry.. I feel ugly half the time due to being overweight and pregnant and this just doesn't help.. I'm so mad I can't even sleep.. Sorry I just needed to let this out!