Ladies am I out this month

Ann ☆ • No one is going to hand me success. I must go out & get it myself. ♡ ¤
If I'm really pregnant I be due Febuary 19th I'm not due for AF until tomorrow ☹️ but this test here was taken at 9 DPO
Then this today BFN on top of that my blood work was negative but my doctor wants me to re have blood work Monday !! I'm so hurt and confused - 😟