Mixed feelings

mommyoffour • Hello iam 35 yr old mother of four 12, 8, 1 and 8 months its a rollercoaster but I wouldn't trade it for the world I love my fantastic four😍❤❤❤❤
First off iam so glad I found this group maybe it will ease my mind knowing iam not the only one so iam a mother of three my son is 10 daughter 7 and my baby boy is 4 months and just recently I found out iam pregnant again I gotta say iam kinda embarrassed but can't be because it's my own fault my S/O is happy but iam kinda all over the place with emotion I haven't told my family the one that knows is my mom because I don't want to be judged so what iam asking is how did you guys deal with it