It shouldnt be like this...

Why am i with a men that doesnt even love me? I txted him saying i dont feel loved or that if he knows that he is just with me because we have 2 kids, that he should tell me, he didnt even bother to reply.. He got home without saying a word.. I dont think i should even bother to try to talk to him again. Im just mad at my self for been in this relationship.. I keep asking my self why im still here..